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Sunday, May 25, 2014

Memorial Day 2014

 

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     I was asked by a friend ,who would I memorialize this Memorial day? This was not a very hard question to answer, because I live every day missing my Guardian Angel Reggie. She was not only my Angel she was my constant companion for the short 14 years she was with me on this earthly plane. She inspired me every day to either write or take a picture or just share the joy she gave to me with others.

     She was an amazing animal who helped me move through the dark night of the soul and pass back into the light. She was sent to me by my Higher Being to guide me and help me through all the hard times I needed to go through to get to where I am now.

     Reggie gave me a reason to get out of bed every day and face the world head on without hesitation. She saved my life and she gave me a new life , a life of joy and laughter, a life of peace and contentment. She made me look through the eyes of an animal ,but not just any animal . She had me looking through the eyes of a pig. Not just any pig ,but a little pig who had no idea she was a pig.     

     Reggie was sent here for a short while to teach others just how special pigs really are. She showed everyone how smart and clean pigs are and how important it is to respect all animals no matter what kind of body they were given by their creator.

     Reggie thrived on her connection with humans. She loved to show off for them and amaze them. This is what she did best. She was one of the most famous good will ambassadors for the potbellied pigs out there at the time. We had mutual respect and love for each other and for what we were doing together at the time. We healed many hearts and gave people a reason to laugh.

     Some of you might wonder why I would pick my pig for this honor. The reason is clear to me why. It is because she was the only one in my life who never disappointed me  in any way. She loved me unconditionally and showed it every day as she followed me around and did anything and everything I asked her to do for me. She loved me more than life and I loved her that much too. Here I am 6 years after she passed still sheading tears for her because I miss her so much. She inspired me in every aspect of my life back then and she is still doing it today.

     When I look back at our life together I still am amazed at what we were able to accomplish together. If it wasn’t for my little black bristly bundle of joy I know in my heart I would not have survived to be here 21 years later or to be writing this to anyone. She not only saved my life but she gave me one amazing life to live and beautiful memories so wonderful to share with lifelong friends I would have never even met if it wasn’t for a special pig who came from heaven to care for me.and care for me she did and still does to this very day.

     So yes my piggy Reggie you are the most deserving of this honor on Memorial Day Weekend. Even though you decided to leave before your time you are still missed by many people who’s lives you touched. Especially me my piggy pal. Mommy misses you and I honor you this special day..You deserve it. Love Mommy.

Friday, May 23, 2014

Reaffirming My Life

 

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     I have decided to get back to my blog to freshen it up and keep a written record of what is important to me now.
     I am constantly watching myself evolve day by day into someone who is nothing at all what I started this life out like.
      I see someone who is mostly fearless and definitely determined. I see the Warrior who is battle worn and fatigued. I see joy that I made it this far and surprise that my accomplishments are so diverse and wonderful.
      I now have the realization that time as we know it is ticking away and every waking hour I have to decide what is the most important thing for me to do in the time I have left even if it is just for today.
      I have been here for hundreds of years and thousands of lifetimes but it is really only NOW that I have control over. For a fleeting moment I look back to where I have been and know in an instant that ,like Gandalf said," 300 years I walked this earth and now I have no time."
So many things I need to do so many places I want to see, so many ends I need to tie up. Truly time waits for no one.
Blessings of white light to all..My Lady Rebecca who really needs to fulfill my pledge to stop wasting time..Just for today at least..

Living My Life Out Loud

 

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My Aha Ha Moment

 

While I was listening to a you tube video this morning I came to the conclusion that living a truly spiritual life means finding out what you are here for and what your gifts are and using that information to become the most authentic and loving person you can be.

Unconditional love is something animals were sent here to teach us. We were put hear to learn who we are and to become the highest vibrational and most loving being we can be in this life and time.

Always shine your light as bright as you can every day you are alive and don't be afraid to live your life out loud every single minute. I have colored outside the box all my life and I am so glad I have. Life is to be lived not wished for. Enjoy what you already have and accomplished not what you think you are missing out on.

Someone once said that whatever you buy only gives us that amazing high for 90 days then it becomes second nature to you and you start to look for the next fix to bring back the high you lost after the 90 days are up.

If you feel sad..Cry, and don't ever hold back., release all that does not serve you anymore. If something you are drawn to like myself having a pet pig or a pet rat etc. does not meet the criteria of the world view or meet with the approval of the masses don't be afraid to engage in it anyway as long as it does not interfere with anyone else's life. I would never have wanted to miss the joy my amazing unconventional animals have brought me over these many years. I always seem to gravitate towards prey animals instead of predators.

Nor would I have wanted to miss the joy my pig has gifted to others who have had the good fortune to have met her personally. Actually the potbellied pig is the most sought after therapy animal in the U.S. today. I feel blessed to have been a huge part of that movement. I was one of the pioneers in that field and am now highly regarded as a expert. It brought me more joy and fulfillment than anything in my life except my kids..

Be the you ,you were meant to be and shine your light brightly where ever you go. This is how I intend to live out the rest of my days on this earthly plane.

I choose freedom and nonconformity, peace, and love over chains , a cage, and judgment in any form. I have declared my sovereignty in these last years of my being in a human state. So shine on my friends and remember "All you need to do is Live your life Out Loud." Love and Light My Lady Becky Fire Elf Shimmer

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

The Unicorn

The Unicorn

Faith ,Healing ,Mystery



Take a deep breath and let the spirit of the unicorn fill you. listen to the Unicorn's song:




The greatest blessing of the unicorn is that of faith, for the unicorn exists completely within faith and draws all of her powers from faith. Whenever you feel doubt coming over you, either in your own capabilities or in the future outcome of something you desire, just breathe in deeply and picture the mystical spiral horn on your forehead. Feel faith filling you as you watch it slowly growing larger. You are the unicorn and it is impossible for you not to believe.
The unicorn will also bring you great powers of healing. She will unlock your own potential as a healer, allowing you to connect deeply with others and give them powerful guidance that will open their lives to love and peace. Be patient as you learn how to use this new power. It is very real and will unfold to you gradually over time.
The unicorn will also open your imagination, allowing you to see into the worlds of mystery and myth, unlocking your potential as a teller of tales and perceiver of truths that go beyond the ordinary and into the legendary. The world of fairies and sprites is waiting to open to you in beauty and wonder. It will open at your command, for you are the unicorn.


Monday, February 27, 2012

Los Vagas & Hawaii

Merna and Bobby's wedding in Los Vagas
 Waikiki Beach


Fairy Convention

 Me and Jessica Galbreath




My favorite Elf, Brian Frond

Sedona AZ.

Pow Wow time


Reggies Dedication pages



Yesterday would have been Reggies' 19th birthday so I'm posting a link to her dedication pages in Chloe's Garden. Happy Birthday my little cuppy cake. Mommy misses you terrible.

Here is the link to Chloes' Garden  the site was made by my friend Donna Prust
This is a web site for dedications to potbellied pigs who have passed into spirit. Reggie is there in this special spot. 

 

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Mother I Feel You

Mother I Feel You

from Wingsong by Dianne Martin

Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat

Mother, I feel you under my feet
Mother, I hear your heartbeat

Heya heya heya heya heya hey yo
Heya heya heya heya hey yo-oh

Heya heya heya heya heya hey yo
Heya heya heya heya hey yo-oh